September 7th.
I would have been due today. It's really strange to think that I would be having a baby sometime this week - if I hadn't had my miscarriage. It's a day when you reflect on the blessings you do have, but still mourn the loss of the ones you were hoping for. It would be a lot harder if I hadn't gotten pregnant so quickly. I know that is a miracle in and of itself, and I'm not trying to have a pity party - it's just a hard day that's all. I've been pregnant since December... with a one month break... this pregnancy is really wearing me out! But I know it will be worth it in the end, I know... I just have to make it three more months...three more! I know in a few years looking back it won't seem like it should have been hard - but being in the middle of it - it really is.
Here's to December... (Just FYI, only 16 weeks until Christmas...just in case you didn't know!)
15 more weeks of pregnancy!
6 years ago
3 comments:
You made it through that day! You're a little bit stronger now, and a little more compassionate. I can't believe Christmas is so close!! Thanks for the heads up.
That day will always be a little sad and full of wondering what could have been. My day is that way. You are not alone.
So sorry Maria. Being pregnant is hard enough for 9 months!
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